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October 3rd, 2004

12:25 am
This one's to you Walter!


Miss you man!!!

Love always,
Current Mood: awakeawake
Current Music: "Breathe on Me" - Britney Spears

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September 26th, 2004

08:45 pm
Just a lil kinda useless quickie!!! (Like that?)

If you haven't done so... you've gotta check this out! Pretty darn funny.

"This Land" @ http://www.jibjab.com/

Even if you're not political it's just funny! Enjoy!
Current Mood: goodgood
Current Music: "Meant to Live" Switchfoot

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September 14th, 2004

10:12 am
I am officially an Auntie Julie now... As of September 6, 2004.

It's a boy!

Ryan Michael Talbot
7lbs 4oz
20in long

Aww, he's a cutie! And I'm so excited about it. Only bummer thing now is that my brother leaves for Iraq a week from tomorrow.


So, maybe someone could help me out...
I keep getting bothered by an ex of mine - someone I'm not particularly fond of at all. Bad dude! Anyway, he's called me... I don't know how many times and you'd think he'd get the hint once he realized I'm not calling him back nor am I going to. He's also text'd me on my phone and do I text him back... um... NO! Get a clue dude! As for my current boyfriend, Mike, he knows about it and says he's not bothered by it but I know he is. I just want this dude to stop trying to get ahold of me or leaving messages on my phone that sound like he wants me again. It creeps me out! But I dont want to call him and tell him to stop b/c I just DON'T want to talk to him! Only reason this is on my mind right now is b/c he just text'd me this morning. (Cringe) So... anyone know what I should do?
Current Mood: uncomfortableuncomfortable
Current Music: "Whistle Song" - Starburst Commercial

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August 24th, 2004

09:47 pm - When you can tell someone's bored...
I'm at work and I've got nothing else better to do... so here it goes!

Part 1 -- The Basics
What's your name? ::: Julie Aleen Talbot
Birthplace ::: San Diego, California
Age ::: 21
Age you act ::: I think 21... but some might say something else
Current location ::: Carlsbad, California
Eye color ::: Blue
Hair color ::: Blonde
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? ::: Right
Zodiac sign? ::: Capricorn
Height? ::: Last time I checked I was 5'3"

Part 2 -- Describe...
Your heritage/nationality ::: British and German... woowoo go whities!
Your hair ::: When air dried yucky and wavy... otherwise ironed straight - that's the way I like it best!
Your fears ::: Heights, spiders, the dark, losing loved ones
Your perfect room ::: Hmm... cute
What you practically do in a day ::: Depends on the day... school, work, be lazy...

Part 3 -- What is/are...
Words you overuse ::: Hozer, dude, ass
Phrases you overuse ::: "Eww, that tastes like ass."
Your first thought when you wake up ::: Do I really have to get up now?
Your greatest accomplishment ::: It'll be when I receive my B.A. degree finally.
Something you want to do ::: Travel!

Part 4 -- This or that
Pepsi or Coke ::: Coke
McDonald's or Burger Kings ::: Burger King
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera ::: Neither... barf
Chocolate or vanilla ::: Strawberry
Adidas or Nike ::: None
Black or white ::: Black - at least in clothes... it makes you look skinnier... right on!
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) ::: Bills... duh!
Burgers or hot dogs ::: Cheeseburgers
Egypt or France ::: Hmm... I'll get back to you on that one
Rock or rap ::: Rock, but rap's good too

Part 5 -- Do you...
Smoke ::: Nah...
Cuss ::: I'm afraid so... such potty mouth
Sing well ::: I guess you could say so
Sing in the shower ::: Only when I think no one's listening
Talk to yourself --a lot-- ::: I tend to while I drive
Believe in yourself ::: Less often than I should
Like taking these longass surveys? ::: When I'm incredibly bored - like tonight here at work... Zzzzzz...
Play an instrument ::: Use to play piano
Want to go to college? ::: I am in college
Want to get married? ::: Yes!
Want to have children? ::: Eventually
Think you're a health freak? ::: Nope
Get along with your parents ::: Now that I don't live at home
Get along with your siblings? ::: Now that he's 30 & I'm 21
Think you're popular ::: Who is in the real world?

Part 6 -- In the past month have you..
Gone out of state ::: Lots of times
Drank alchohal ::: Uh... yeah
Smoke ::: yeah
Get high ::: Hmm...
Done any drugs ::: That's another hmm...
Eaten an entire box of oreos ::: Who hasn't?
Been on stage ::: Yup, back in the day
Gone skinny dipping ::: Uh huh
Been dumped ::: Yup
Dyed your hair ::: Sure have
Stolen anything ::: I dunno...

Part 7 -- Your friends! =D
Craziest ::: Lauren
Loudest ::: Lindsey
Most shy ::: Megan C.
Blondest ::: Erin G.
Smartest ::: Becky (She goes to Harvard for heaven sakes!)
Kindest ::: Sneed
Best personality ::: Annie
Most talented ::: Dunno
Best singer ::: ???
Most ghetto ::: Graham
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) ::: Sarah
Pain in the ass ::: Graham
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style))::: Once again Graham
Funniest ::: Lindsey
Best person for advice ::: Mandy
Dependable ::: Sneed
Trustworthy ::: Sneed
Druggie ::: No one
Most likely to end up in jail ::: Dunno
Person you've known the longest ::: Laura

Part 8 -- The Last...
Last dream ::: That I wasn't myself (didn't look like myself), but I was secretly dating Josh from work... Ewww...
Last nightmare ::: That a man with a mohawk was trying to kill my family.
Car ride ::: What about it? I'm in the car all the time.
Last time you cried ::: Yesterday while watching Oprah (what's gotten into me? Scary!)
Last movie seen ::: Exorcist... couldn't sleep that night
Last movie rented ::: "Big Fish" one wierd movie
Last book read ::: Oh, who knows!
Last word said ::: Thanks
Last curse word said ::: Holy shit
Last time you laugh ::: Like an hour ago. No one to laugh with right now I'm at work by myself.
Last phone call ::: To mi madre
Last CD played ::: Moulin Rouge
Last song you listened to ::: "Float On" - Modest Mouse
Last annoyance ::: Mike this morning
Last IM ::: Last night
Last weird encounter ::: Hmm... can't remember
Last person you hugged ::: Mike
Last person you yelled at ::: Mom
Last time you wore a skirt ::: Um... in the summer time to a wedding.
Last time you've been evil ::: Last week sometime... I was fighting w/ Mike.
Sarcastic? ::: Everyday
Last time you fought with your parents ::: Tonight
Last time you wished upon a star ::: It's been a while, maybe I should do it again sometime soon.
Played Truth or Dare ::: Oh man... Hmm... dunno
Spent quality time alone ::: Right now

Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness
Are you talking to someone on AIM ::: Nope I'm blocked from it at work
Do you feel lonely ::: Right now, yes
Ever TP'd someone's house ::: Uh huh
How about egging someone's house ::: Never did. Shoulda though
Do you not like dislike not like me? ::: Say huh???
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? ::: Maybe Eminem
Yo Momma ::: Who's yo Daddy?
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? ::: Ok, I'm not Jeffery Daumer
What do you think of George Bush? ::: POOP HEAD! Just cuz my bro has to go to Iraq soon.
Any secret fetishes? ::: Then it wouldn't be a secret anymore now would it?
Do you like to wear chains? O_o ::: Regular necklace chains, why not?
How many languages do you speak? ::: Fluently? One
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! ::: How'd you know?
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you =P)) ::: Yes.
Current Mood: mellowmellow
Current Music: Channel 941 @ work

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August 13th, 2004

12:38 pm
Incase I couldn't get ahold of you through email and incase anyone would like to contact me besides using Live Journal my new email address is socaljules182@cox.net. Just thought I'd spread the word.

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July 27th, 2004

07:45 pm
I think it's just the coolest when suddenly someone you've been thinking about lately and haven't spoken to in a while just randomly contacts you somehow. Things like that can always put a smile on your face... well, if you like the person that is.

Just a random thought for the day! Now it's back to work!
Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: Some 80's crap on the radio at work

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July 11th, 2004

09:26 pm
It was 7:00am and all I could hear was the tune to Batman playing in the background... Still groggy, since I was sleeping so peacefully, I got up to realize that it was my cell phone ringing. All I could remember thinking was, "who in their right mind would be calling me at this time in the morning... on my day off even!" Good thing I answered it though... Turns out it was my Mom with one of the worst phone calls I could ever receive.

My brother is in the Army National Guard Reserves and we all knew that he had been warned about going to Iraq, but a warning still has a chance of not being sent over. Yesterday, however, has changed everything! I guess at about 6:45am yesterday morning my brother got the call. He's leaving for sure in the beginning of September. Like that isn't bad enough, my brother has his first child on it's way and it's due September 22nd. He's suppose to be here for the birth of his baby!

You never really think about the war too much until it hits you personally. I know I didn't give the war in Iraq much thought previous to this. Sure I knew men and women were over there fighting and dying for our country, but it wasn't anyone I knew. It was sad knowing that many had passed away, but it didn't bother me terribly. And yes, it was selfish of me to feel this way, but I've never really had an opinion on Politics or the War before, so I wasn't about to get involved then either. Now all I want is for the war to stop and for everyone to come home. That way my brother wouldn't have to go!

It saddens me so much to think my one and only brother could possibly never come home. I've heard horror stories from friends of mine that I have since met after the fact of returning home from the war, and it frightens me knowing my brother is definitly on his way over there in less than 3 months. I've got to stay positive and I've got to keep my faith up that he will come home. I've just got to!

What about his wife though and the two kids he's adopted that he loves so much. What about the baby that'll be born late September... my brother won't be there!

Damn you Bush!!! Damn you!
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Current Music: Some song on the radio at work

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July 7th, 2004

10:29 pm - Dear ol' Cottey C
So I'm sitting here at work with absolutely NOTHING to do. The phone isn't ringing and people aren't coming to the desk for help. Oh, and incase you didn't know I work at a Resort at the Front Desk... hey, it's pretty good pay for a poor college student like myself. So since there's nothing to do of course my mind wanders and I just start thinking about things... especially the past...

Sometimes I sit back and wish I was still at Cottey. Why is it when your in the midst of things the grass is always greener on the other side? When I lived at Cottey all I wanted was to live at home here in San Diego, but now that I'm here I look back on things while I was at Cottey and realize how good I really had it there.

Everytime someone here in California hears that I went to school for two years in Missouri they automatically assume I'm crazy or something for actually volunteering to live in what they call "Misery", but the truth of the matter is, is that some of my best memories took place there. Sure classes were a challenge (that's good though...isn't it?)... don't even get me started about Astronomy (barf), but things were good there. There was no need for this work mumbo jumbo and I could actually take the time to focus on my school work. Now I'm always so busy trying to earn a buck to pay rent that sometimes I forget about my priorities.

I also made some of my most closest friends there and I met some people there who I will never forget. Even the ones who I had little tiffs with I hope to keep in touch with. The only bummer part about Cottey is that all your friends are from around the United States if not around the World. It kind of sucks when all you want is to see your best bud who use to just live down the hall from you, but now she's over 1,000 miles away.

I guess what all this has taught me is to just appreciate what you've got at that moment in time. Things aren't always greener on the other side and that's something my Mom's been telling me since I was small... yet I still sometimes tend to think it is.

To all my Cottey girls out there I miss you all tons! (Arizona Suite, Rosemary Suite (both years) and everyone else I knew and had a blast with!)
Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: The B52's - Love Shack

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08:15 pm
I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

Current Mood: blahblah
Current Music: Joan Osborne - What If God was One of Us

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